Sarah Abdel Hamid al-Aami holds pictures of her 4 brothers who have been all accused of terrorism underneath the Assad regime, and although she got here to look posters of lifeless our bodies, she nonetheless hasn’t discovered any indicators of them.
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Warning: This text comprises descriptions of torture.
DAMASCUS, Syria – Pictures of tortured and damaged our bodies are taped to the surface partitions of Al-Mujtahid Hospital in central Damascus.
Day by day, for the reason that fall of Syrian dictator Bashar al-Assad, a crowd of moms, sisters, fathers, brothers collect right here to look at this wall of terror. They give the impression of being intently on the bruised corpses with bashed in heads, the gaunt faces with no eyes, the shut ups of tattoos and birthmarks to see if any of them belong to their family members who disappeared into Syria’s infamous jail system throughout the 13-year civil struggle.
On the entrance, a younger girl with a excessive bun scours each characteristic on each picture. Sarah Abdel Hamid Al-A’ami is trying to find her 4 brothers who have been snatched on their strategy to work by authorities forces years in the past on what she says have been bogus accusations of terrorism.
Lastly the 23-year-old turns away from the wall and begins to cry.
“I did not discover my brothers. I did not discover them,” she cries out. “I swear they did not do something.”
Her grief rapidly offers strategy to anger.
“They killed our kids. I would like blood for blood, I would like soul for soul,” she screams.
She is certainly one of tens of 1000’s desperately trying to find clues as to whether their family members could also be discovered lifeless or alive.
Below Assad’s lengthy and oppressive rule even the slightest criticism may land a citizen in jail. Because the rebellion towards his regime started in 2011, some 157,000 individuals disappeared into Syria’s prisons and different authorities amenities in keeping with the Syrian Observatory for Human Rights.
Households like Al-A’ami’s are coming from throughout the nation to search for their lacking at prisons, hospitals and morgues. They’re leafing by means of deserted jail ledgers, they’re posting lacking fliers on the streets of Damascus.

Folks look in holes within the flooring of a room in Sednaya jail. Paperwork are strewn throughout the ground. Many households are coming to the jail to search for misplaced family members.
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As Al-A’ami pulls out photos of her 4 brothers — Abdullah, Ibrahim, Ahmed and Mohammed — others crowd round her and do the identical.
A mom holds up an image of her son, one other reaches over Al-A’ami’s shoulder with an image of her kid’s ID in her hand. They beg for assist from the surface world, for worldwide rights organizations to return and assist of their search, to forensically doc the torture and abuse prisoners endured.

Shattered home windows on the Iranian embassy in Damascus. A ll over town are indicators of the modifications occurring in Syria.
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Looking for People
Mouaz Moustafa, the founding father of the human rights and assist group Syrian Emergency Job Pressure, is on a mission to search for People.
On a latest night time, the Syrian American activist is in a rush to get on the highway.
“We’ve got a tip that Austin could also be on this constructing. We consider that he could also be within the basement,” he says.
He is referring to the journalist Austin Tice who was detained in Syria in 2012. Authorities consider he was held by the regime.

Mouaz Moustafa works with the non-profit Syrian American Job Pressure. He is trying to find lacking individuals in Damascus, and after getting a tip is attempting to determine the place precisely to look.
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At midnight of night time, Moustafa’s van weaves by means of the capital the place digital billboards gentle up with the brand new Syrian flag and the phrases “Syria Free.”
The automobile stops at concrete limitations the place rebels, now in command of Damascus, guard an air pressure intelligence constructing.
Inside, Moustafa and the rebels start their search.
With no electrical energy they use the flashlights on their telephones to look by means of deserted workplaces and rifle by means of information.

Moustafa sifts by means of shredded paperwork he finds within the former Air Pressure Intelligence constructing in Damascus.
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Moustafa pulls strips of shredded paper from a bin and tries to piece the strips collectively.
“I am searching for something about detainees,” he says. “It is like searching for a needle in a haystack although, it is ridiculous.”
He bangs on a locked door.
“Anybody there?” he yells out in English. His query is met with silence.
Every time he or the rebels see a portrait of Bashar al-Assad or his late father Hafez al-Assad they tear it down.

An image of Assad lies shattered on the ground of the the previous Air Pressure Intelligence constructing in Damascus.
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They step on the glass of framed portraits which have been ripped from the partitions.
On one flooring of the constructing a directive is framed and hung within the entryway. It warns staff to not speak to anybody from worldwide organizations or from outdoors the nation. If somebody does get in contact, the memo says, report it to the upper ups.
Within the basement there are two rooms, each with stairs that disappear into brown liquid.
“It is a pool of acid,” Moustafa declares. “That is the place they threw individuals.”
It is not a declare NPR can confirm.

A mattress body sits in a darkish room with a brown liquid overlaying the ground. Moustafa says its a pit of acid the place detainees the place thrown to die.
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Down the corridor is a row of steel black doorways that open to windowless cells. The chilly darkish rooms are actually empty, however the partitions are full.

A single mattress lies in a cement cell the place Moustafa says a lone prisoner was just lately found.
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In a single, the Quran is scrawled in tiny lettering so it can match on the partitions.
Within the others, the prisoners have etched calendars with day-after-day of the week. Grooves mark every day that is handed, like somebody was counting.
There’s the phrase mom and a prayer close to the as soon as locked exit of one of many cells
“For he who’s acutely aware of God, God will discover him a approach out.” An arrow factors to the door.
When rebels acquired to this constructing just a few days in the past, they are saying they launched just a few dozen individuals held inside.
On this night time, it seems there isn’t a one left to search out.
However outdoors the rebels are with a person named Mohamed Sahlan.

Mohamed Sahlan was a prisoner at Sednaya for 4 years. He was detained at a checkpoint on the highway from Daraa in southwest Syria to Damascus.
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He says he walked eight miles from Sednaya Jail, often known as “the human slaughterhouse,” on the outskirts of Damascus when the fighters broke them out just some days in the past.
4 years in the past he was detained at a checkpoint on the highway from Daraa in southwest Syria to Damascus. Troopers discovered photos of the revolutionary flag on his telephone and accused him of being a terrorist.
“I might by no means admit to one thing that is not true so he punched me proper right here,” he says.
He factors to his lacking enamel the place he was hit, his aspect the place he was shot. He says each prisoner in Sednaya had a quantity. His was 711.

Folks searching for lacking relations stroll by means of Sednaya jail, simply North of Damascus, the place the Assad regime detained and tortured individuals.
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There have been days the guards would come and name just a few of the numbers out.
“These individuals would stand and he would simply shoot all of them in entrance of us.”
It acquired so dangerous that Sahlan misplaced the desire to dwell.
“I wished to die. Everybody would slightly die than be there,” he stated.
As households seek for their misplaced, Sahlan hopes he’ll quickly be discovered.
“All I wish to do is see my daughter,” he says.
He does not know if she is aware of he is alive. When he was detained his telephone was taken with the saved numbers it contained and a lot has modified. He’d heard his spouse and daughter acquired asylum outdoors of Syria so being reunited along with his little one appears unattainable.
“Her title is Sham,” he says. “I feel she’s in Canada.”

Folks search by means of handwritten notes and log books which can be strewn round Sednaya jail simply North of Damascus. Many are nonetheless searching for family members who have been detained by the Assad regime.
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For some, the seek for the disappeared has ended. The fortunate ones discovered their individuals damaged however alive. Others have recognized our bodies like Mazen al-Hamada’s.
The activist was recognized world wide for exposing the torture inside Syria’s prisons. He was jailed a number of instances for demonstrating towards the regime for the reason that begin of the rebellion. After his launch in 2013 he was granted asylum in Europe.
There he recounted the disturbing particulars of his detention. The clamp used to crush his genitals, the rape, the electrical shock, the beatings that broke his ribs. For causes that also confuse even his closest associates he determined he had to return to Syria in 2020. He was detained instantly and by no means heard from once more. Now his household and associates know he was killed, seemingly within the closing days of Assad’s rule.
However his killing would not be hidden.
On this present day, in an Assad-free Damascus, he’s mourned loudly by a whole lot in a funeral procession that begins on the hospital the place he was recognized and ends at his closing resting place.
On the aspect of the roads, the retailers are open, and other people watch in tears as al-Hamada’s physique is held excessive above the group, draped within the revolutionary flag now the brand new Syrian flag.
Out of the group a person with a mustache, a pink baseball cap and a large smile walks as much as us.
“Let me communicate to you,” he says.

Folks maintain the brand new Syrian flag throughout the funeral procession for Syrian activist Mazen al-Hamada.
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His title is Abdullah Fadel and he interprets books. He was a political prisoner from 1992 by means of 2000. He describes the best way he was tortured with a place Syrians name the “German Chair.” He says his legs and arms have been strapped to a chair after which the guards would pull his physique again. For some it ended with a snapped backbone.
As we speak that is over.
“I’ve by no means dreamed of getting such a day. It is unbelievable. Past my creativeness,” he says, wanting on the crowd chanting for unity and cursing the Assad regime.
“They wish to present that they’re one individuals. They’ve one goal. One purpose,” Fadel says. “It is a symbolic funeral. [Hamada] is an emblem of all of the individuals who died in such a approach.”
“Take a look at the photographs,” he says and factors to the posters individuals maintain above their heads with different faces and names of the lacking or killed.
As we speak they get to be celebrated and mourned. The chants that acquired Hamada and scores of others killed ring by means of Damascus.